Jamie's Song

     Autumn in the mountains is truly gorgeous. On a clear day, you can see the peaks for miles and see the different colors as the trees change.There's a tree just changing its colors and a view of part of the hiking trail right outside my window, which is pretty cool to wake up to. The hiking trail itself is even more beautiful to walk these days. I mean, it was beautiful in late summer when it was shades of green. The oranges, reds, yellows, and some green just give it a completely different element.  
     I love it here. Everyone is super nice and my floor is really cool. We all just kinda snuggle and watch movies in the lounge after we all get back from our evening plans. Often times, that is our evening plan. It's actually weird how we all get along so well with minimal drama and fighting. We're like a little family, which is cool, because I've been missing mine a lot lately.

Oh well, I'm home in two weeks.



and then home again in a week.

just because i told you no. not yet. wait at least four years. we're so young.... none of it means i love you any less or in any different way. i mean c'mon, you're 19 on friay and you're acting like a child who is fighting with his mom to get the toy in the toy store.
interesting comparison though,  being toys. we toy with each other so badly it's ridiculous. you clam up on  me and i try to get you to tell me what's hurting and you won't tell me at all. then in return, i don't say a word, because god knows i won't be the one to break and give in and be vulnerable if you won't. it's a game of give and take kid. and we both take what we can and give nothing back. i can't be playing that game 10-12 hours away. i couldn't play it 10 minutes away. we couldn't commit then, we can't now. it's not the right time.



that's why i won't say yes and wear that ring.
i'm sorry.

i'm just a girl.. standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.


not yet.

pretty sure i have a crush on tony from west side story. =)


too bad he's like 70 something at this point..

hehe hsm3 <3

my international coed team got the bid to worlds a few weeks ago. it's the biggest competition for competitive cheering. two days of level five and level six cheering. pre-lims deciding whether or not you are worthy of day two finals.to prepare, practices started back in august and have been pretty easy-going in the following months. now, it's a mad scramble to get uniforms (which are amazing looking) and to spice up and flare the routine. leigh-anne is getting to be slightly unbearable, but that's how she gets. the team is phenomenal and can only get better in the next ten weeks. if we all keep progressing, i think we have a really good shot of making second day. and if we don't, i'm in disneyworld with quite possibly the craziest people i've ever met and had the priviledge of sharing a competition mat with.
71 more days.

on the college scene, i've gotten into my choice and #2 college.i only applied to three schools, but at this point, i could care less about my letter from seton hall. my appstate letter came in the mail three days ago and the family decided to hide it until last night and surprise me with it at a family dinner in red bank. i'm so excited!! my dad bought me two mountaineer sweatshirts and a t-shirt to celebrate. the black one is so comfy, =].

rosemont also accepted me with $14,000 a year, which is awesome considering it's only my second choice. but i'm extremely torn between the two colleges. right now, both are going to cost my parents the same amount of money. appstate is a larger school with about 16,000 students, a football program which means it has a cheer program and it's coed, an amazing library and an awesome campus.i was in love the second we drove through Boone at 1 am. =p. Its only con is that it's a 10 hour drive south of home and a 2-3 hour bus ride to the nearest airport. but distance i suppose i could learn to deal with. rosemont is like 1/40 of the size and only just recently went coed. there were more students in my graduation class in 8th grade than in rosemont. it doesn't have a cheer team but it does have a softball team. and it's much closer to home. it's only eleven miles west of Philly, so it's not like i'm in complete isolation. both schools are great and i'm excited about both. but my decision is going to be really difficult.

Wednesday:
practice 3-5
map project
music tech homemade instrument project
music tech interview project


Thursday:
Team dinner
Pep Rally 7-9
map project
music tech homemade instrument project
music tech interview project


Friday:
practice 3-5
game 630-
music tech projects


Saturday:
competition in Lacey


Sunday:
competition in Trenton
Interntional 5-730

Monday:
Maryland F5 Twisters Practice all day


Tuesday:
music tec projects

Wednesday:
xmas eve dinner


Thursday:
Christmas

Friday:
packing day

Saturday-Tuesday:
NCA NATIONALS IN DALLAS!!!



and somehow i have to manage to finish my christmas shopping =p

asshats...


every last one.

just so u guys dont have to keep asking...


The Tales of Beedle the Bard :: J.K. Rowling

HSM3 Soundtrack

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2
Mamma Mia!


Gift Cards:

mall
Barnes and Noble
Starbucks


or whatever... haha i kno.. im a loser

Monday::

cheer practice 3-5
powder puff practice 6-?
band practice ? - 9

Tuesday::

twilight w. nessa
powder puff game 6:30

Wednesday::
early dismissal =]


Thursday::

Thanksgiving


Friday::

Tinton Falls w. the other captains
Bobbys for the rest of the day


Saturday::

cheer practice 7-930 pm

Sunday::

cheer practice 830-1230
birthday dinner w. all my besties 330-?
international practice 5-7






cant wait <3

New Tinton Falls outlets...
then Bobby's. =]



get here faster, Friday. =\

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well, you were always good for a laugh.

thanks for that one, sugar. =]
 

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It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colours of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

Oh no...
Yeah...
I'm gone...

like the rest of the over-acheiving population at MDHS.. i got my AP test score.  did better than i planned. i got a three. susan and jim werent thrilled but oh well. i completely bombed the second essay and still managed to pull a passing grade out of my ass. 



Schedule:  
1) Political Science - Rogers
2) Music Tech - Frazee
3) World AP 1 -Wright
4) Spirituality and Contemporary Issues - Courtney

5) Science and Religion - Samaha
6) English 4 AP - Mattsson
7) World AP 2 - Wright
8) EFA - Lynch

Tonight, tonight we're fighting for our lives,
And all we know that's right inside,
The times we had when you were mine,
This is all you're hoping for,
This is all you want and more,
Inside the times we had when you were mine

Come on, come on, what are you waiting for?
Feel you heartbeat, baby, you want more,
Come on, come on, blood, sweat, and fears,
We're leaving everything right here,
We're leaving everything right here

Tonight, tonight, we'll make the best of broken time,
And bury baited hooks and rhymes behind,
The innocence of feeling fine,
This is all you're hoping for,
This is all you want and more,
Behind the innocence of feeling fine

Come on, come on, what are you waiting for?
Feel you heartbeat, baby, you want more,
Come on, come on, blood, sweat, and fears,
We're leaving everything right here,
We're leaving everything right here

We light the fire that burns inside your heart,
We're guns for hire, we can't stop once we start,
Let your body move, oh oh,
Let your body move, ohh

Come on, come on, what are you waiting for?
Feel you heartbeat, baby, you want more,
Come on, come on, blood, sweat, and fears,
We're leaving everything right here,
We're leaving everything

Tonight, tonight we're fighting for our lives,
And all we know that's right inside,
The times we had when you were mine

Come on, come on, what are you waiting for?
Feel you heartbeat, baby, you want more,
Come on, come on, blood, sweat, and fears,
We're leaving everything right here,
We're leaving everything right here
We're leaving everything right here,
We're leaving everything right here

it's a crappy day. i should be writing my stories for creative writing. i'm excited about senior prom. i want to go home and cuddle on my couch. with hot chocolate. and a good book. i wish it was May weather. i wish you'd get over it and just deal with the fact that she needed me. i would really like a bowl of cauliflower and cheese soup or a bowl of broccoli and cheese soup from fridays.

 i've fallen in love.



Appalachian State University.... 2009 - 2013



one more goddess-forsaken year and i'm out of here. <3

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..... for good =]